My Future
Out of the blue.. sometime the thoughts of my future haunts me & I end up shaking…..
Most of the people I see around me are less complicated. They take this life the easy way…. But then again it is only through my eye. After all, who can really see through a person? Right?
I am a simple person… with simple needs.
SIMPLE! Really?
Who am i kidding too? Myself? LOL…
Desires… is the only thing that affects one life..
It changes the course of your life
- Your ambition
- Your aim
- Your career
- Your Business
- Your academic career
- Your future
- Your Girl/Boyfriend
- Your Wife/husband
- or even love of your life
If somebody doesn’t have desire!!.. they might as well drop whatever that they are doing… and start being jogi or sadhu or saint or vicchu.. whatever suits there personality.
How many desires you have? Just count ’em… big house, good business, happy family, ferrari (this is mine :P) and the list goes on and on…
BUT
No matter to what they are or how many they are… the important thing that comes at last in MONEY.
Don’t lie to yourself… if you have desires… you cannot forget MONEY… because believe it or not.. it is probably the Greatest Resource and the Biggest Obstacle.. that you will always encounter unless either you are dead or have no desires left.
After such a long nonsense, lets me start talking about my future, now
My future… Oh Boy……
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What is going to happen to me? Where am i going to end up in the next five years?
Will i become important to somebody?
- to some company?
- to some field?
- to some society?
- to my family?
or, I will end up being the trash in the dustbin of this world.
What will i become?..
- rich?
- poor?
- famous?
- infamous?
- rich & infamous?
- be poor & famous?
or just mad?
What will be my biggest ambition then?
- Survival?….
- Success?…
- Responsibility
or will i be trying to escape?
What will happen to my career? Will i
- reach the top position? …
- still be truggling on
or Dumped on the pit bottom?
What will happen to my role as a family member?
- be respected?
- be loved?
… or just a big burden?
What will happen to my studies?
- onto PhD?
- or a FULL STOP at undergrad…
or a big stuck up on undergrad? beats me 😉
- nepal?
- or abroad?
or, my study ship would have set sails long ago. ha ha 😀
How will i be then?
- happy?
- sad?
- settled?
- hopeless?
- satisfied?
or just frustrated?
Will I find the love of my life by then?
- or will she find me?
- or still be searching?
- or end of with another broken heart? 🙁
or just another “FOREVER ALONE” troll
So many questions…. race through my mind in a flash that i cannot even stop for a sec to think it twice and calm my self down.
will not even take a second to change to
and i end up breathing a heavy cold breath….
